With Mom in her Hunter’s Point studio– aren’t you happy for her? A studio in San Francisco, and pathway to the Venice Biennale. The females in our family never cease to churn ambition within ourselves and each other.
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The Point
In Uncategorized on December 30, 2011 at 7:00 pmFirst stanza
In Uncategorized on December 5, 2011 at 10:49 pmI, Idiot.
In Uncategorized on December 3, 2011 at 7:03 amFor you:
Sorry for not writing back / failing at Facebook communication / not being a Skype member / living in the Sculpture facility (when all I do is brood, rather than make decent work) / displaying cyclonic behavior, kind of, and for being less than the friend you really deserve.
You’re all the best supporters and home-folks any kid could ever ask for, and this is what you get in response. I’ll do my best to make it up to y’all.
Because I love and miss you, guys, I really do. With my whole raisin of a heart, I do. Exactly thirteen nights and I’ll be cocooned/burrito’d in my Californian bed. Texting you guys. Demanding meetings. And such.
Shit’s been crazy. And lonely, as it always is over here, somehow. Sculpture, Roman Drama, Praxis, Art History, Everything whirring around a little fish– where’s the fish gonna go? Will it join the amassed flux upon awkward encounter? Mark Doty, Mark Doty; he would know… and so would Joan Didion, and Rebecca Solnit, Orwell, Carson…
Like everybody else, during every minute of conscious movement, I think of things that happened in the past… people, mostly.
And amidst this nice sweeping flow of memory, I feel like this:
I often think sad thoughts. Well, yes, so does everybody else. Dark and melancholy things. “I’m not sulking,” somebody once told me. “I’m brooding. It’s sulking in style.” Funny. I like it. And so goes the change of mood– very abrupt. Maybe it’s a being-young thing, or maybe I’m just PMSing and/or suffering some other hormonal femme-symptoms.
Anyway, before I get too involved in this… I take temporary leave of you.
Thirteen nights.
Thirteen nights.
Love you all, miss every one of you. I pray for you guys, and I hope you sometimes pray for me, too. Because something’s stirring up, and whether it’s positive or negative, I don’t know what it is and it’s making me anxious.
See y’all later.
– Grace